Post by finzie on Mar 14, 2021 18:31:09 GMT -8
As a little kid my oldest brother would tell mom he would babysit me when she was out. His baby sitting consisted first of exposing me to pornography, images of adults and children, men with men, women with women, adults with children, and children with children. He would point out images and say that one looks just like you dont you think so? I was so young bout six or seven I did not understand what I was looking at. He would then put the magazines and pictures away and then tell me it was a special secret to see these pictures and that he only showed them to his favorite in the family but if I ever told anyone I would not be his special favorite in the family anymore and that mom and dad would not love me anymore for telling on him. He would then say I should know he was mom and dads favorite n he could tell them not to love me anymore and they wouldn't. That was just the start of his twisted covert abuse which he subjected me to for almost ten years. He was beyond twisted for what he was doing was grooming me to traffick me into child pornography. He never touched me but he would have his best friend do the touching by physically force if necessary to capture my picture in pornographic poses. God he and his friend were evil and I was trapped. How do you tell anyone your own sibling stole every ounce of innocence from you yet never physically touched you sexually. I get nausea just knowing he had my image traded around like a favorite baseball collectors card.