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Post by jesshaines on May 17, 2017 11:47:53 GMT -8
Hi all my old fears of my suffering nit being good enough are raging to the surface.
There wasn't/isnt alot of sexual tones to the abuse (though occasionally from my mother) but I ecently reas that when emotional invasion occurs, even if it isnt sexual in flavor, it will have an impact on the sexualoty of victim/survivor. This feels so true to me. I'm new to covert incest definition but qhat I have been rwading hits hime directly. I had a "special" adult relTionship with my father that often tookmus away together for the weekend with my mom. My mom directed adukt sharing of her own t3auma and abuse at me and few if any adukt friends. My dad frequentlynacts like a little boyndemanding attention. And the list could go on. Plus, there is a clear feeling of psychic invasion - I can feel it as clearly as if someine touched me.
I am finally finding some confirmation that this is real and I havent been making it uo or exxagerating or selfish or immature alll these years. Im nit alone and im not crazy (at least nit totally :-)).
Thank yiu 5o the forum for being here. Hello to all. I hope we can share our experience strength and hope, see ou4selves in eachnithers experinces (and strength and hope). Im glad to be here . Thanks.
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Post by James C T on May 18, 2017 6:02:08 GMT -8
Welcome. The damage this can cause has been amazing to me too. You're not alone and you're not crazy.
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