My disgusting deluded brother STILL in DENIAL of my ABUSE!
Sept 21, 2016 16:18:03 GMT -8
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Post by sadnesseen on Sept 21, 2016 16:18:03 GMT -8
So I got this generic forward email from my brother about meditation.
I got so disgusted and angry.
Here is the email I sent him in response :
Nice to hear from you John.
Wow.
How bizarre you would send this email to me now.
What a strange coincidence....
I recently had these recurring nightmares of you holding me over the toilet
bowl when I was 8
years old, threatening to stick my head in the toilet bowl [ joey
saw the whole
thing, so do not try to deny it].
Interesting.... but then suddenly I was all grown up in the dream, and
needless to say, you did NOT get away with abusing me any longer.
Do you still take risperidone?
It doesn't seem to be helping me all that much.
I am still disgusted and full of rage.
My therapist says I have a severe anxiety disorder/PTSD, created mostly by
sleeping in my parents bedroom until I was nearly 10 years old.
The various other people I've shared this REALITY with have informed me that
it is not only DISGUSTING and extremely ABUSIVE but also CRIMINAL that this
was done to me.
It is called COVERT INCEST, but I guess you are too blinded, ignorant and
deluded to face this TRUTH.
My identity and boundaries were VIOLATED and COMPROMISED.
In a very big way.
Are you able to face this TRUTH?
Or maybe you are just living in your fantasy world of ''karma'', ''other
lifetimes'' and those other new age bullsh*t coping mechanisms?
Whatever works for you I guess.
I have told my childhood history to ALL types of PROFESSIONAL people, not
just fans of Orange Cake Mix or close friends and relatives.
They all think that it is totally unacceptable and VERY disturbing that this
happened to me.
Some people have gotten extremely angry about it, that this was allowed to
happen without any outside intervention whatsoever.
Very soon, many many more people will know the truth.
So....yeah anyway....
I asked my therapist why you always denied there was anything wrong with me
sleeping in my parents bedroom.
My therapist informed me that you are in TOTAL DENIAL and you use this as a
coping mechanism.
In order for you to not face the TRUTH at what a truly sick person my mother
was for doing this to me.
My sister always denied it also because she is a certified psychotic creep
bathing in her own covert incest relationship with her own psychotic white
trash daughter.
My therapist informed me my mother knew EXACTLY what she was doing by
keeping me in her bedroom.
He also told me THE PAST IS THE PRESENT, the psyche cannot differentiate the
TIME lapse when the mind and nervous system suffer a continuous traumatic
experience.
So your bullsh*t philosophy of ''oh, that’s in the PAST, just let it go'' is
a selfish one sided narcissistic attitude to suit your own need to do what
you do best : DENY
First I had to face the REALTY, try to FORGIVE and let it go.
To say it has been very difficult would be a vast understatement.
Just what would your customers think, I wonder?
I know EVERYONE I have ever told are TOTALLY SICKENED by this cold hard
FACT.
Funny you call your restaurant ''truth''.
Doesn't seem like you would know the ''truth'' if it smashed you in the
face.
By not validating my harsh and abusive experience, you are acting like
nothing wrong ever happened to me.
Which is as FAR from the truth as you can get.
So what do you have to say about it?
NOTHING as usual, I suppose?
I really do wonder what your customers would say about it?
What your friends would say about it?
Co-workers?
What would your therapist say about it?
But you don't have the guts to tell them, do you?
I didn't think so.
But they WILL find out eventually.
It is inevitable.
Until then...
Keep living in your world of denial.
Perhaps in your ''next lifetime'' you will suffer this form of covert incest
that I have experienced most of my life.
And only then, you will know EXACTLY how it feels.
If you have any type of decency to clear this up or explain exactly what
your perception of this matter is, I am willing to hear you out.
Anytime.
Your little brother,
Jimmy aka JT
p.s. please print out this email and distribute it to your friends,
co-workers, customers, your therapist, your daughter, your ex-wife and as
many people as you see fit.
unless of course, you do not want them to know the REAL truth.
I got so disgusted and angry.
Here is the email I sent him in response :
Nice to hear from you John.
Wow.
How bizarre you would send this email to me now.
What a strange coincidence....
I recently had these recurring nightmares of you holding me over the toilet
bowl when I was 8
years old, threatening to stick my head in the toilet bowl [ joey
saw the whole
thing, so do not try to deny it].
Interesting.... but then suddenly I was all grown up in the dream, and
needless to say, you did NOT get away with abusing me any longer.
Do you still take risperidone?
It doesn't seem to be helping me all that much.
I am still disgusted and full of rage.
My therapist says I have a severe anxiety disorder/PTSD, created mostly by
sleeping in my parents bedroom until I was nearly 10 years old.
The various other people I've shared this REALITY with have informed me that
it is not only DISGUSTING and extremely ABUSIVE but also CRIMINAL that this
was done to me.
It is called COVERT INCEST, but I guess you are too blinded, ignorant and
deluded to face this TRUTH.
My identity and boundaries were VIOLATED and COMPROMISED.
In a very big way.
Are you able to face this TRUTH?
Or maybe you are just living in your fantasy world of ''karma'', ''other
lifetimes'' and those other new age bullsh*t coping mechanisms?
Whatever works for you I guess.
I have told my childhood history to ALL types of PROFESSIONAL people, not
just fans of Orange Cake Mix or close friends and relatives.
They all think that it is totally unacceptable and VERY disturbing that this
happened to me.
Some people have gotten extremely angry about it, that this was allowed to
happen without any outside intervention whatsoever.
Very soon, many many more people will know the truth.
So....yeah anyway....
I asked my therapist why you always denied there was anything wrong with me
sleeping in my parents bedroom.
My therapist informed me that you are in TOTAL DENIAL and you use this as a
coping mechanism.
In order for you to not face the TRUTH at what a truly sick person my mother
was for doing this to me.
My sister always denied it also because she is a certified psychotic creep
bathing in her own covert incest relationship with her own psychotic white
trash daughter.
My therapist informed me my mother knew EXACTLY what she was doing by
keeping me in her bedroom.
He also told me THE PAST IS THE PRESENT, the psyche cannot differentiate the
TIME lapse when the mind and nervous system suffer a continuous traumatic
experience.
So your bullsh*t philosophy of ''oh, that’s in the PAST, just let it go'' is
a selfish one sided narcissistic attitude to suit your own need to do what
you do best : DENY
First I had to face the REALTY, try to FORGIVE and let it go.
To say it has been very difficult would be a vast understatement.
Just what would your customers think, I wonder?
I know EVERYONE I have ever told are TOTALLY SICKENED by this cold hard
FACT.
Funny you call your restaurant ''truth''.
Doesn't seem like you would know the ''truth'' if it smashed you in the
face.
By not validating my harsh and abusive experience, you are acting like
nothing wrong ever happened to me.
Which is as FAR from the truth as you can get.
So what do you have to say about it?
NOTHING as usual, I suppose?
I really do wonder what your customers would say about it?
What your friends would say about it?
Co-workers?
What would your therapist say about it?
But you don't have the guts to tell them, do you?
I didn't think so.
But they WILL find out eventually.
It is inevitable.
Until then...
Keep living in your world of denial.
Perhaps in your ''next lifetime'' you will suffer this form of covert incest
that I have experienced most of my life.
And only then, you will know EXACTLY how it feels.
If you have any type of decency to clear this up or explain exactly what
your perception of this matter is, I am willing to hear you out.
Anytime.
Your little brother,
Jimmy aka JT
p.s. please print out this email and distribute it to your friends,
co-workers, customers, your therapist, your daughter, your ex-wife and as
many people as you see fit.
unless of course, you do not want them to know the REAL truth.