this is new to me

[ayenga]

Years ago I read Emotional Incest by Patricia Love. My good friend and body therapist recommended it to me because my knees hurt me so much. She said the problem with my knees was emotional. When I was growing up, my brother's response was to go crazy (he had an nervous breakdown) my response was to freeze. I was still freezing. I had just quit smoking but when I opened the book I had to do something so I bought a kingsize bad on M&M's to get through the first page. I was confirmed she was right when I clearly heard my father's voice in my head demanding I quit reading this book immediately, that it was all bullsh*t. Immediately my knees clenched so tightly I could barely move.
Now years later I have been guided back to the topic and am gobbling up all the information I can get.

[Moriji]

Oct 1, 2014 8:43:07 GMT -8 ayenga said:

Years ago I read Emotional Incest by Patricia Love. My good friend and body therapist recommended it to me because my knees hurt me so much. She said the problem with my knees was emotional. When I was growing up, my brother's response was to go crazy (he had an nervous breakdown) my response was to freeze. I was still freezing. I had just quit smoking but when I opened the book I had to do something so I bought a kingsize bad on M&M's to get through the first page. I was confirmed she was right when I clearly heard my father's voice in my head demanding I quit reading this book immediately, that it was all bullsh*t. Immediately my knees clenched so tightly I could barely move.
Now years later I have been guided back to the topic and am gobbling up all the information I can get.

Patricia Love's book helped me come to terms with the fact that I did not get the love that I deserved from my mother.